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Strong enough...

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Why?
Why am I the exact opposite of what everyone wants?
Why do I pride myself in being so different?
Why do I feel like I am trapped in something that I don't belong?
Why are those words hurtful?
Why do I listen and watch
While they laugh and stare?
Why am I not strong enough?...

How?
How can I tell you who I really am?
How can I explain that love is different for me?
How do I tell the ones that raised me, that I don't feel the way that I used to?
How can I hide behind this mask while the real me is screaming to get out?
How can I become strong enough?....

When?
When will I finally be free about who I am?
When will these chains of fear, hate and pain finally release my tattered soul?
When will I be able to stand up and fight for who I am and for others like me?
When will I ever be strong enough?...

Who?
Who will rise with me and fight til the end of this gruesome battle?
Who will say that they are like me and
Who will hide?
Who will wear there masks with pride and really be screaming inside?
Who will have to take their own life to end the pain?
Who will help me be strong enough…..
So...it sucks...but....yeah. This is how I feel right now...
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Very good piece. May I say that finding that strength inside oneself is much like trying to catch a fly in the dark; you can definitely hear it buzzing around you, but cannot seem to ever come close to finally catching the darn thing. Hope things get better for you.